The dream pouch tht i long await for its arrvial and I gt it. WOOHOOO!!!

Why some things have to turn out to be like tht? Ppl have been asking me for so many times and i cant ans sometimes. I myself also cant understand. Am i really useless or just no guts at all? I question my character when i have quiet moments. But i am really scared i will lose some stuffs to gain something. Whats the choice anyway??

For the past few days, i have been experincing alot of nice things. Let me list out them out:

1) Pass Standard Obstacle Course(SOC) =) i cant imagine how i pass. Ever since i enter army with my fat body and do SOC, i always fail either at the low rope or swing trainer. Its 1million X tiring. Had to clear all obstacles and either run or sprint 1.3km with a rifle and full water bottle on u. Timing to pass is 9min59s. Can u imagine how tough isit to pass??

Enter into SISPEC also barely pass. Tend to run with a heavy breath tht my lungs are going to explode in anytime. BOOooom!!!!

Posted to armour. 3 training per week makes my mental strength goes stronger. I just had to pass to enjoy my weekends. So i try to jog faster, sprint faster and clear obstacles faster for every training. Even when my lungs are exploding, heavy panting and load, i had to tell my mind i can do it. Thn timing gets better for every training till the test date. WOOOHHOOOO!!!

I like to thank my ♥mum and sister for encouraging me to go on to the Sergeant rank and pass my SOC =) Muackssssss!!!! And nt forgetting Sgt Bhaskaran in SISPEC. Thanks for making me a tougher person with ur stern face, temper & ur fast tempo. Actually u meant well so tht we can survive in the unit if we face the same situation again otherwise, it is nothing. Delta SA KA LIAO!!!!

2) My virgin drive. Get to drive the car cause my uncle went for overseas so we took the car and food hunt all around sg. Eh, changi village, east coast park hawker centre, sin ming rd char kway teow, chong boon hawker, house of seafood@180, d24 durian, serangoon hawker for kway chap, maxwell food centre =D Tsktsk, pig lifestyle....dad guide me along when going from 1 point to another. lol.

Yesterday almost met with an accident. I was going out of multi-storey carpark when suddenly a car comes into my direction. The lane was ment to be out of carpark and this bastard assume no one in tht lane. Luckily he manage to brake in time and we stare at each other as if i am in the fault. @#$%^&*&*() Singaporean drivers typical sux. Dun follow traffic rules one esp at night. Thank god bless me..